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All Grown Up

by Jan Hellriegel

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1.
10 Years and 47 Minutes is enough time to say goodbye I’m taking my hat off to you girl you know you did try Bend like a willow you bend Don’t take full force, you’ll suffer So it goes round and round Sturm and Drang Up and down In the life of we ordinary Kings. Let us say goodbye without doing a disservice Let us always remember the wonders we’ve become Good endings they make for great beginnings So it’s done. There went my Tuesdays and Thursdays and every day in between. Waiting for something a knock of the wall Or a tap on the door or a jolt on the floor. Bend, like a willow you bend Don’t take full force you’ll suffer So it goes round and round Sturm and Drang Up and down In the life of we ordinary Kings Let us say goodbye without doing a disservice Let us always remember the wonders we’ve become Good ending they make for great beginnings so it’s done. Let us say goodbye without doing a disservice Let us always remember the wonders we’ve become Good ending they make for great beginnings so it’s done.
2.
Misadventure 05:30
MISADVENTURE If he was yelling on the inside then I wasn’t listening I’ve never been too good at that so why should I start now A teacher said I was shallow that I never looked below the surface That I skimmed along the water and I never got wet. Things are flying across the room Something hit me in the eye And I can’t decipher who Is throwing them or why Oh I can’t stand it ‘cause he’s hurting Hurt by me the closest to him Who is causing all the bruising and the screwing up in his life And the dust from the demolition is settling in the cracks And I know that’s something’s missing but I don’t want it back And I am sorry that I let you down He said I’m sorry that I made you my clown He said I’m sorry that I did it all wrong But I’m more ‘sorry’ that I had to write a song about it Good morning Miss Adventure Creation devastation Oh this ugliness is growing and it’s not going anywhere So you have to let it go now ‘Cause there is nothing you can do if whatever made me hollow Scraped the brilliance out of you I didn’t think that I would act It was not by my volition Something hit me and I fell So I had to take you with me. In and instant all had changed What was sane here just turned deranged What a lesson to be learned If it’s the one you love that you can burn I didn’t think that I would act It was not by my volition Something hit me and I fell So I had to take you with me
3.
MIDDLE OF THE MORNING Middle of the Morning Suffer Gladly Slightly Madly I was woken when I thought I couldn’t breath Here the air is caressing Liquid honey Slightly runny Don’t know what it is but it’s happening to me You want the truth oh how I want you I want you so bad It’s giving me a chill I don’t know if I’ll tell you Maybe I will Can’t sleep I don’t want to Underneath is the place where you lie At least when I’m tossing and turning I’ll have you in my mind You want the truth oh how I want you I want you so bad It’s giving me a chill I don’t know if I’ll tell you Maybe I will You want the truth oh how I want you I want you so bad It’s giving me a chill I don’t know if I’ll tell you Maybe I will (There is no cool place or refuge underneath these cold white sheets I’ve looked around all four corners but you are still not around)
4.
2 x 2 04:00
2 X 2 II x II they’re falling from the sky faster than God’s desire In my eye more than the size of insects which swell in this hot place Is where the flies fly ‘cause I never shut my mouth It’s full of talking I’ve got a lot of catching up to do And when it gets you down you learn to take control And blow it all away. I have always wondered as you beat yourself into a fruity pulp In which you’ll have your share of apple pie It’s OK sometimes we spin right out and as for playing with fire My brother proved that you can learn to walk on coals. And when it gets you down you learn to take control And Blow it all away. Keeping up with virtue is the job of Saints and You can’t really ask them as they’re buried dead and gone They can’t put a foot wrong can they? And it really is amazing as you seem to have a conscience I thought oh no, here we go, here we go again. And when it gets you down you learn to take control And Blow it all away. II x II they’re falling, falling from the sky II x II they’re falling, falling from the sky
5.
Filled Me Up 04:58
FILLED ME UP There’s shade in the light of all those things Who’s to know what a lover will bring But you never really know until you try Like a blot or a clot Or an inkwell unturned What you gave to me was bigger than this A kaleidoscope of moods What you didn’t know you make up made it true Oh I miss you still guess I always will You gave it back to me You gave me back the colour You gave it all to me Filled me up Someone said to Winter you just put your raincoat on The Ice Queen is a melting and she’s dripping out through the door So you smile And you smile And you smile You gave it all to me babe You gave me back the colour You gave it all to me babe You filled me up. You filled me up…..
6.
VERY MOSTLY GOOD He’s got a lot of what she really needs I don’t think that he does know it the good things that he does bring. And wrapped around his neck is the essence of pure living And he thinks he’s bad but she’s sort of glad Cause this secret is not for sharing He is very, very, very, well mostly good He’s a little weird sort of vague But mainly misunderstood. There is dirt under his finger nails Staying up till dawn on his breath And the secret of immortality Is to him such a bitter test He is very, very, very, well mostly good He’s a little weird sort of vague But mainly misunderstood. He’s not scared of anything moral, especially not her He’s a self developed condition that he wears just like a curse And the wants he wants he’s riding there’s a whip in his left hand It’s too bad if you can’t hold on Cause he never once looks back He is very, very, very, well mostly good He’s a little weird sort of vague But mainly misunderstood. Incorrigible as a Kea Bird Loves shinning things and more He’s a precious piece of jewellery Four carats, but one flaw. He is very, very, very well mostly good He’s a little weird sort of vague But mainly misunderstood.
7.
He's Gone 03:20
HE’S GONE He’s gone Never said a word Never said anything Now he’s gone Never told him I loved him Or that I knew that he cared Oh the sorrow Now he’s gone Something they never change Something I wish they would Oh for a few more hours So that I could say something ‘good’. He’s gone Far from here Said he’d take me away Now he’s gone Oh for a few more hours Oh for a few more days How I wish that I could tell him But he’s he has taken just a piece of me away He’s has gone and taken away his name He’s gone.
8.
ORANGE LIQUER Oh an astonishing story A skip to the tune of fabricated themes I waltzed around a 1000 bullets He sipped orange liqueur and in the wings I thought he was a Guardian Angel Turns out I was just naïve But oh how I wanted him Oh how I needed him How he charmed me to the seams Elevation to the obsession Someone was always lurking in the wings. It sounded like someone was clapping It said “dance little girl why don’t you sing” I thought he was a guardian angel Turns out I was just naïve But oh how I wanted him Oh how I needed him How he charmed me to the seams. I thought he was a guardian angel Turns out I was just naïve But oh how I wanted him Oh how I needed him How he charmed me to the seams. Oh exposure to the most beautiful of extremes Oh exposure to the most beautiful of extremes
9.
HEAVEN IS HERE Heaven is here And it’s here in your arms I can’t resist your heavenly charms If you take the high road The I’ll take the low road Then maybe one day we might meet in between Heaven Is here Right here right now Heaven is here Right here right now There’s no waiting for tomorrow Yesterdays gone As usual our timing is impeccably wrong So if you take the high road I’ll take the low road Maybe maybe one day we might meet in between Heaven is here Right here right now Heaven is here Right here right now Agape Phileo Phileo to Agape Heaven is here Right here right now Heaven is her Right here right now (Soon to be fulfilled my phileo love Waiting for something to woo me The closer I get the more that I need The more that I need the more that I bleed)
10.
SMALL BLUE FLAME A small flame A blue flame Hides away from you another time. And the reasons behind the reasons Well they’re mine all mine all mine And I see you More than clearly Not much of the girl I know you used to be But I see you More than clearly Once ounce of you is all that you will need. And the small blue flame Can not be erased You have everything you need And I see you More than clearly Not much of the girl I know you used to be I see you More than clearly Once ounce of you is all that you would need. When the world binds you up and it consumes you You’re not exactly sure who should be Question if this is random or was this meant to be. When the world binds you and consumes you You’re not exactly sure where you should be Question is this random or was this meant to be.
11.
V8 CAR (LIBBY’S SONG) For the boy in a v8 Car That drove himself right out of life For the beautiful girl who thought she was ugly most of the time For my dearest friend who said he hurt the ones he loved You’re not right This is how it feels to really love you This is how it feels to really care There is no fear it is never changing Never going anywhere When in fact it hurts lots more just blindly crashing in To say that you have never tried would be the biggest sin Mismatched blueprint child was I and oh so undeserving You ask yourself why This is how it feels to really love you This is how it feels to really care There is no fear it is never changing Never going anywhere So why don’t you feel What if this bond that is so strong Simply never ever leaves What to do if the mirrored two choose simply not to speak This is how it feels to really love you This is how it feels to really care There is no fear it is never changing Never going anywhere Why don’t you feel?
12.
UNDER THE STARS Are you looking at the Stars tonight Aren’t they beautiful all blue and bright You’ll see a message I left there just for you Hope you know you know it’s true Are you looking at the stars tonight Aren’t they beautiful all blue and bright All those words you whispered so softly in my ear I wrote them in the stars for the Angels to hear They say my heart will mend that it’s not a big deal There’s no getting over you, it’s just how I feel Are you looking at the stars tonight Aren’t they beautiful all blue and bright I know it’s hard for you too but if it’s OK I will hold on tight To the dream of being with you on this night Knowing what I know about you Well it makes it feel well it makes it feel alright Are you looking at the stars tonight Aren’t they beautiful all blue and bright Are you looking at the stars tonight Meet me underneath the stars tonight Aren’t they beautiful all blue and bright Meet me under the starts tonight!
13.
GOODBYE ADIEU Here’s a toast to the things I’ve done Like wearing a wax frock and sitting in the sun Moving to slow when everybody else is running He said quite calmly that I’m not the one I should be thanking him not crying But inside right now there’s no denying Change abounds You’ve taken your love away You’ve taken your love away And there’s nothing I can do Except say goodbye adieu Here’s a toast to when I got it all wrong It got me on the hop when I thought I did belong It’s all about the lining silver and gold A story lines repeated when it needs to be retold I think quite calmly that you’re not the one So I am thanking you not crying Inside right now there’s no denying Change abounds You’ve taken your love away You’ve taken your love away And there’s nothing I can do Except say goodbye adieu

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This album was made with a lot of help from a lot of people after a lot time went by.

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released October 20, 2009

All songs written by Jan Hellriegel(Songbroker)) except: 8, 13 Jan Hellriegel and Wayne Bell (Songbroker) – 12 Words Geoff Matthews (control) Music by Jan Hellriegel and Wayne Bell (Songbroker)
All songs written by Jan Hellriegel (Songbroker) except: 8, 13 Jan Hellriegel and Wayne Bell (Control) – 12 Words Geoff Matthews (Songbroker) Music by Jan Hellriegel and Wayne Bell (Songbroker).

Nick Gaffaney: Drums. Mark Hughes: Bass. Brett Adams: Lead Guitar. Ben Fulton: Guitars and Acoustic 12 string. Wayne Bell: Acoustic and Electric Guitars, Rhodes, Keys. Bells, Percussion, Piano Accordion, Vibes, Loops, and loads of other stuff. Horn and String Arrangements 3, 10, 12: Daniel Denholm. Conducted by Daniel Denholm and recorded at 301, Sydney.

Executive Producer: Geoff Matthews. Produced by Wayne Bell. Assistant Producer: Jan Hellriegel. Recorded at Roundhead Studios, Auckland. March 2009. Engineered and Mixed at Roundhead Studios by Neil Baldock. Assistant Engineers: Ben Knapp and Jol Mullholland. Mastered at Sterling Sound New York by Greg Calbi. Design and good counsel: Andrew B. White. Photography: Cover Shot, Michelle Cutelli – Male. Photography: Back Cover Shot – Lou Treherne. Manufactured by Blind Date Records Limited. Distributed within New Zealand by Blind Date Records

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Jan Hellriegel Auckland, New Zealand

Award winning songwriter Jan Hellriegel has recorded several albums – including hit debut It’s My Sin in 1992, Tremble 1995 , and most recently the critically-acclaimed All Grown Up 2009. The Lost Songs album was release in May 2013 and is a rediscovered collection of demo/live tunes. Just has released a few co-writes in the last few years and 2019 will see the release of her 4th studio album. ... more

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